It started off as quite a normal night. Kylie stumbled across an advert for zombie walk Amsterdam on youtube and as someone who had taken part in the Australia one, put the word out around work to see who was up for some fun. She is a genius! She spent most of yesterday in a theatre shop buying up latex and costume makeup so she could help to transform us all to the living dead!
The walk itself started off behind wire fences and quite alot of people had turned out to watch the horrors walk by. Some of the makeup jobs were pretty amazing, Kylie got caught by quite few official looking photographers so I'll keep an eye out and put any pictures up that I find.
We were pretty lucky weather wise, it did rain a little bit but it was nice and warm for the time of year and it was a fun shuffle.
Ok so what happened next is a whole moral mine field all by itself. It is also a little ironic if you read the comment left under my last post - I read that just after we had finished our photo shoot.
As Kylie had done such an amazing job with our makeup that we decided on the way home that we simply had to take some pictures on my cannon when we got back. I have been unable to get the pictures off the card as my card reader is playing up so those pictures will follow during the week. Now as we walking to our tram a thought popped into my head and I excitedly asked Kylie and Marcus if we could maybe do some snuff's pictures while we were at it, as its something I have always wanted todo.
The very first porn I ever saw were two magazines we found at the park (i'd have been 15 ish). The first one was a gay mens magazine, i'm glad we found this one as the fact that it did not turn me into a lover of gay male porn means that it was not the magazine that made me have the sexual preferences I have, it's just me in general. The other magazine had an article in it with some pictures of women pretending to be dead and impaled on alters. That was the first erotic image that I had an erotic reaction to, those pictures were so hot to me.
So I cant say I have gone looking for snuff but its an idea I know hits the limitsof my kink factory. I remember being very disappointed by the film 8mm as there was a distinct lack of snuff for a film that promised to be about snuff films.
I think that at this moment I should probably point out that an actual snuff film or even a fake snuff film done well would do nothing but disgust me. This falls into the category of ideas that are so wrong they are sexy as a concept for me but thats it. I wouldn't enjoy seeing it done I just like to think about it while feeling dirty sometimes.
If I do watch stuff at the violent end of my sexual preference it needs to be done in a very specific way. At the beginning of a good rape fantasy video for example there is always a moment where they show you the whole thing is fake and that the porn starts are all in on it and being paid. This is why I don't watch Japanese fantasy porn - either they are very good actresses or they are actually doing the horrible acts and that's not sexy that's horrific!
So on with last night. We had a blast! This was super duper fun. Im not going to share the pictures with you as that may be a little much but we recorded the shoot and I think its quite a fun video.
This morning I woke up and read the article linked under my last blog post and had a big moral debate with Kyle. We came to the conclusion that it was ok for me to put the bellow videos up both because it is not illegal in Holland (we checked) and that if someone already wants to murder someone then they will probably do it anyway if they want to this wont help sway them. I am late for work so don't have time to go into exactly what we talked about but we debated this for over half an hour and went into every possible scenario. I will maybe stick that up later but please don't think I am doing this lightly and without thinking.
So if you are a normal person please leave this post here. If you are curious click on to the next page.
The very first porn I ever saw were two magazines we found at the park (i'd have been 15 ish). The first one was a gay mens magazine, i'm glad we found this one as the fact that it did not turn me into a lover of gay male porn means that it was not the magazine that made me have the sexual preferences I have, it's just me in general. The other magazine had an article in it with some pictures of women pretending to be dead and impaled on alters. That was the first erotic image that I had an erotic reaction to, those pictures were so hot to me.
So I cant say I have gone looking for snuff but its an idea I know hits the limitsof my kink factory. I remember being very disappointed by the film 8mm as there was a distinct lack of snuff for a film that promised to be about snuff films.
I think that at this moment I should probably point out that an actual snuff film or even a fake snuff film done well would do nothing but disgust me. This falls into the category of ideas that are so wrong they are sexy as a concept for me but thats it. I wouldn't enjoy seeing it done I just like to think about it while feeling dirty sometimes.
If I do watch stuff at the violent end of my sexual preference it needs to be done in a very specific way. At the beginning of a good rape fantasy video for example there is always a moment where they show you the whole thing is fake and that the porn starts are all in on it and being paid. This is why I don't watch Japanese fantasy porn - either they are very good actresses or they are actually doing the horrible acts and that's not sexy that's horrific!
So on with last night. We had a blast! This was super duper fun. Im not going to share the pictures with you as that may be a little much but we recorded the shoot and I think its quite a fun video.
This morning I woke up and read the article linked under my last blog post and had a big moral debate with Kyle. We came to the conclusion that it was ok for me to put the bellow videos up both because it is not illegal in Holland (we checked) and that if someone already wants to murder someone then they will probably do it anyway if they want to this wont help sway them. I am late for work so don't have time to go into exactly what we talked about but we debated this for over half an hour and went into every possible scenario. I will maybe stick that up later but please don't think I am doing this lightly and without thinking.
So if you are a normal person please leave this post here. If you are curious click on to the next page.
